Contemplating confused states of misunderstanding when i should keep my mouth closed and let you lead the way
it’s not easy
standing by
shuffling states of being in hopes of drawing the trump card we can all use to hit our target number of tricks
dialed in without knowing what one another wants
needs
the author of this confrontation bleeds
as we hop over her limp blue body denying deaths drumbeat. the dum dum sish boom bahs of our rhythmless foot steps marching to bodies of water waiting for our crownless souls to dip in and become a part of losing control
featherless flyers
filtering out the pieces of mystery to stay sane on a spinning orb of indecision and deception
i can’t claim i wasn’t there
you saw me
huddled in a corner
wishing i hadn’t stated my purpose
now you know
i couldn’t join you
even when i grabbed tight and kept you tethered to past triumphs that have become meaningless
i’ll let you go
if you promise to visit the stone remains that prove our time spent together