i’m never quite sure where i belong
it’s not that complicated
it shouldn’t be
climbing up to witness your friendship without fee and falling when i’m not sure who’s me
it’s not you
a benefit to leaking emotions allowing you to see
let’s glide together
to another plain plane we’ll decorate with dreams
color splashed
then desecrate with grey doubts
rain clouds spit out mistrusted needs
i can’t meet you anymore
on the floor above the ones we hate
i’m the stranger
thinking friendships are sacrificial alters
unsure why i’m dying
and you’re not crying