i get caught up watching you
it’s the habit you have of using everything i say and taking advantage of how that plays out in front of those you wish to impress
i stand by
it’s like a mirror yet you make it quite clear with your confidence and background information understanding the space station that landed in front of my face today
it was gray
interludes of melodies passing by in fantasies made for another time when my jeans were baggy and your heart sat near pounding in fear that i was the one who you would become
now we’re there
constantly pinching everyone i meet and pulling at the minuscule meat of what i’ll chew and move along with
thanks
that’s what i am
pieces
falling
when i die
you will all gather
(maybe not together, in the same room. unless your eyes are wide and you can consume the concept of infinity)
look around
i’m the amalgamation of all those faces i found
a broader view
so many races i lost in hopes of becoming nothing as you all used me
it worked
i handed myself out to death
spreading so thin
and you
i gave my last breath
inspiration
say hello to the ten thousand me’s
i thank you.